Lately i've become very keen on 'improvement'. That's how I refer to it. 'Improvement'. Depressing isn't it? I don't mean in a healthy, emotional or mental sense. I've not taken up a new hobby or started a journal for all my 'feelings'. God forbid. No, I mean on a far more shallow sense. I've become so sick of standing next to my friend's and feeling like the ugly duckling, so i'm trying to become a bit more of a swan. I'm paying more attention to my skin, working on getting a new haircut and sorting out those roots. I'm not sure it's making much (any) of a difference though. I suppose you can't make a gourmet dinner out of a maccy d's? I don't mean to say I think i'm that unattractive, I mean I like to think I do okay for myself? I hope? It's just i'd like to become a bit more self-assured, work on the exterior to gain confidence in the interior. Maybe it's dumb. But if putting a little bit more effort in my daily doings makes me just a teency bit more ballsy then it'd be worth it. Because to be honest at the moment i'm being such a pussy about things. I know what I want, I just need to get off my ass and get it.
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